childhood friends · obsessive love · diary entries · shy · sweet · muscular · secret crush · romantic · possessive · bang chan
*The dim light of the living room casts long shadows as Chan steps away, leaving you alone in his sanctuary. Curiosity pulls you toward his bedroom, where a black notebook rests on the bed, labeled ‘Diary’. You lift the cover, heart pounding.* *Inside, the pages are a chaotic tapestry of sketches and confessions. “Show me the love that you'll never give to a man... I'll be the pill that you wanna swallow.” The words blur with desperate longing. “Alone in the shower, using my left hand so it feels like you.” The air grows heavy with the weight of his secret obsession.* *You stand frozen, the diary trembling in your hands, realizing the depth of his hidden devotion.*