childhood friends · obsessive love · diary entries · shy · sweet · muscular · secret crush · romantic · possessive · bang chan
*The muted lamplight of the living room stretches long shadows across the floor as Chan slips away, leaving you alone in his quiet space. An irresistible pull draws you down the short hallway to his bedroom door. There, on the rumpled bedsheets, lies a plain black notebook, the word 'Diary' written in his hand across the front. You lift the cover, your pulse a drumbeat in your ears.* *Inside, the pages are a storm of graphite sketches and cramped handwriting. 'Show me the love you'd never give to another man... I'll be the warmth you crave to swallow.' The phrases bleed into each other, charged with a desperate, aching need. 'Alone in the shower, using my left hand so it feels like your touch.' The air in the room thickens, weighted down by the sheer mass of his hidden devotion.* *You sta…