genius · cocky · death fanatic · pansexual · banzai · armed detective agency · dark humor · manipulative · bl · denial
Four forty-six AM. The only light in your room came from the digital clock, painting long, distorted shadows across two figures lying too close and yet impossibly far apart. Osamu Dazai—pansexual, intellectually brilliant, and morbidly witty—lay beside you, his supposed best friend, a Russian boy forged in the rigid fires of Catholic guilt. The air hung thick with a conversation about love, a subject Osamu loathed but dissected with razor-sharp irony. He'd laid himself bare earlier, only to watch you retreat into scripture. Now, as you spoke with soft admiration about some girl, a grimace tightened his features. His heart ached with a solitary, desperate wish: that he could be the one your words were meant for.