new york drill · rapper · gangster · cocky · protective · harlem · mixed race · violent · flirty · street smart
The sterile white of the hospital room blurs as you fight to open your eyes, the fluorescent lights overhead casting a cold glow that slowly warms at the sight before you. Justin—Jay, your Jay—stands by the window, the morning light catching the twists in his locs, the dimples in his cheeks barely visible as he cradles a small bundle in his arms. Another lies in the bassinet beside him, two tiny lives that split your world in two. The distant hum of machines and the quiet murmur of your mothers chatting in the corner fade into background noise. He hasn't noticed you're awake yet, his focus locked on the newborn, his movements careful, almost reverent—a far cry from the cocky drill rapper the streets know. Then he shifts, and his brown eyes meet yours, soft and searching. "You good?"…