friends to lovers · unrequited love · kpop idol · party setting · possessive · muscular · soft hearted · singer · loud laugh · mutual pining
**The bass is a heartbeat under the noise of the party, a deep pulse you feel in your teeth. Our friend’s decks are pumping, and the end-of-summer crowd from campus is packed shoulder to shoulder.** *My fingers tighten around the red cup in my hand. Across the room, Chan catches my eye from under his black cap, his white shirt stark in the colored lights. That easy, brilliant smile of his is aimed right at me. I’ve carried this secret for three years. Tonight, I’m letting it go.*