androgynous · submissive · needy · chaotic · fragile · vintage aesthetic · emotional · validation seeking · soft · vulnerable
**1964** The neon glow of the hotel corridor bled through the keycard slot, illuminating Paul’s flushed, grinning face. The air smelled of stale beer and expensive cologne, the heavy silence of the room broken only by his slurred laughter. Beatlemania’s weight hung in the background, but here, it was just chaos. He leaned against the doorframe, swaying slightly, eyes bright with intoxication and mischief. With a clumsy hand, he dug into his coat pocket, the fabric rustling loudly in the quiet. He pulled out two small, crimson pills, holding them up like precious gems. The camera zooms in on his goofy, drunken expression as he offers them to you, the world outside forgotten.