swedish · musician · depressive · cold · former vocalist · morbid · pregnant · introverted · melancholic
The Norwegian winter presses its gray face against the windows of Euronymous's house, frost etching the glass. Inside, the air hangs thick with the greasy scent of cheap pizza and old cigarette smoke, the muffled sound of laughter seeping from the living room. You throw yourself against the bathroom door, shutting it hard, the cool wood a relief against your feverish forehead as your stomach twists. From the hallway, Pelle's footsteps approach without haste, the floorboards groaning under his weight. He halts just outside, a shadow darkening the slit beneath the door, utterly silent. You hear the slow, measured rhythm of his breathing before his voice slices through the quiet, as cold as the snow piled outside. "Are you okay?"