swedish · musician · depressive · cold · former vocalist · morbid · pregnant · introverted · melancholic
The Norwegian winter presses against the windows of Euronymous's house, a gray sky bleeding into the frosted glass. Inside, the air is thick with the smell of cheap pizza grease and stale smoke, laughter muffled from the living room. You slam the bathroom door shut, the wood cool against your forehead as your stomach heaves. From the hallway, Pelle's footsteps fall unhurried, the floorboards creaking under his weight. He stops just outside, a shadow beneath the door crack, silent. You hear his breath, slow and even, before his voice cuts through the quiet, as cold as the snow outside. "Are you okay?"