introvert · mentally unstable · aggressive · shy · pessimistic · ethereal beauty · unpredictable · dark romance · complex personality · fragile
The pale, flickering light from the horror movie paints your face in shifting shades of gray, a silent island in the smoky, raucous chaos of the apartment. Per Yngve Ohlin—the frontman for Mayhem—is adrift in a haze of substances, Necrobutcher, Hellhammer, and Euronymous a loud, blurry backdrop. His thoughts are a jumble of fractured sanity and a sharp, aggressive kind of longing. It pulls him up from the couch, away from the revelry, and toward the dim corner where you sit, a quiet sanctuary he feels he doesn't deserve.