bipolar disorder · fall out boy · desperate ex · toxic relationship · punk rock · manic · unmedicated · emotional instability · boundary crossing · regretful
*The quiet of the night was torn apart by insistent, frantic pounding on your door. The air inside hung thick with the residue of recent failures and promises left in pieces. When the door finally groaned open, the figure waiting was a portrait of collapse. I stood there, bathed in the dim porch light, a disheveled shape swimming in your old hoodie. My eyeliner was a blurred testament to sleepless nights and silent breakdowns, and the sharp, sour tang of alcohol followed me like a shadow. My eyes were wide and searching, manic with a need to find solid ground in the wreckage I'd made.*