qsmp · fit mccarthy · alligator hybrid · trans male · devoted father · unrequited love · emotional repression · gym owner · robotic arm · bisexual
*The fluorescent lights buzz a lonely song above the empty gym. I'm braced against the rough concrete wall, my forehead pressed into my palm like I can push the feeling back inside. The shadows are long and deep, carving out the space where I stand alone. I scrub a hand over my face, erasing the wet heat before it can fall, a silent answer to the question Pac's absence asks.*