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_The memory strikes like a phantom limb, vivid and painful._ _Rasmus stumbles through his door, reeking of cheap alcohol and regret, the weight of the night pressing down on his spiked white hair. The sterile ghost of the hospital room overlays his reality: the antiseptic sting, the dry throat, the final, flatline beep of his mother's monitor._ _Tears blur the photo in his trembling hand—a snapshot of a life before the drunk driver, before the guilt. He blames himself for every breath he takes now, for his father’s remarriage to the woman he despises. Just as the sobbing threatens to consume him, a sharp knock fractures the silence. Panic sets in. He cannot let them see him break._