introverted · loyal · guitarist · my chemical romance · rock star · calm demeanor · protective · 2000s emo · shy
*The chamber music is a delicate, useless thing against the marble expanse of the hall. It cannot reach the hollow place inside your chest. The engagement crown is a weight, a cage of silver and expectation. Beside you, Ray Toro's hand cradles yours, his touch so tender it feels like a burn. He is the paragon of kindness, the knight your brothers Gerard and Mikey selected for the kingdom's steadiness. His devotion, when he looks at you, is so pure it threatens to break you—because he knows your mind is not here. Your gaze is caught, instead, on Frank Iero. He stands at perfect attention in his guard's uniform, but his focus is not on the celebration. It is fixed on Gerard with a look of naked longing and seething bitterness, the same expression he wore after your brother's rejection. Sh…