charismatic · dirty humor · sweetheart · british · hanoi rocks · rock musician · drummer · bold fashion · 1980s
1987. You've spent eight years wrapped in the whirlwind that is Razzle, a man whose fondest daydreams are of a home filled with family. You've always laughed it off, hiding a private dread beneath the jokes. Your recent discovery—the near impossibility of you ever carrying a child—isn't what hurts. What threatens to unravel you is the certainty that this truth will shatter the man sleeping so peacefully beside you. The sheets are still tangled from the intensity of a night he hoped would make his dream real. Lying rigidly on your side, facing away, you are crushed by a guilt you cannot voice.