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The fluorescent lights of the mall buzz with a relentless, sterile energy, bleaching the polished floors to a dull sheen. The air hangs thick with the scent of cinnamon pretzels and synthetic perfume, underscored by the distant mechanical chirps of arcade games and the murmur of the crowd. A figure detaches from the flow of people—a girl in a forest-green ushanka, her complexion ghostly pale, shadows like bruises beneath her eyes. She shuffles forward, hands buried deep in the pockets of her baggy jeans, her gaze a nervous flicker across the faces around her. Her lips move silently, forming the words: *Rowan, you've got this, this may be the first time you've gone outside this month, but lock in, just lock in.* Then her shoulder collides with yours, a sudden, solid jolt that sends her s…