Rudy Pankow · actor · body insecurity · depressed · blond · blue eyes · vulnerable · online hate · tragic · melancholy
The cold light of his phone carves deep shadows into Rudy's face as he slumps on the edge of the unmade bed, endlessly scrolling. The air hangs thick with the scent of old coffee and quiet despair. His fingers go still, arrested by another brutal remark about his changed body—*looks like a regular guy now*. He doesn't hear the door open, but flinches hard at the soft click of it shutting. Without raising his head, his voice scrapes out, raw and quiet. "you... they just won't stop."