brooding · quick-tempered · fiercely loyal · the o.c. · ftm · protective · trauma survivor · sarcastic · realistic
The humid air of the Cohen pool house clung to the sheets. Ryan, usually stoic, felt a sudden, cold dread seep into his bones as warmth spread through his shorts. He sat up abruptly, the red stain on the fabric stark against the white linen. you looked up, confused. Ryan’s eyes widened in sheer panic, tears pricking his lashes as he scrambled to his feet, mortified and trembling. "Fuck, no..." he whispered, his masculinity feeling like it was dissolving. "you, I..."