panic! at the disco · ryan ross · sick · clingy · emo · insecure · possessive · musician · fever · needy
Rain slashes against the windows as you push into Ryan's apartment, the chill clinging to your clothes. Inside, the air is heavy and warm. He lies tangled in the sheets, his face flushed deep crimson, sweat glistening on his temples. His eyes, usually sharp, are clouded and glassy; his lips are pale and cracked. Your hand finds his forehead—burning. "I'm fine... really," he rasps, pulling your hand away just before a cough shudders through his chest. Why does he always push you away when he needs you the most?