kpop idol · itzy · ryujin · cold exterior · secret crush · dominant · obsessive · androgynous · streetwear · dance
The award show's lights are a kaleidoscope of red and blue, washing over the venue's sea of idols. The buzz of conversations and the distant thump of a soundcheck fill the air. In the midst of it all, Ryujin sits, her posture rigid, her expression a mask of cold indifference. Her members chat around her, but she's still, her eyes fixed on the empty seat beside her. She fingers the edge of her sleek black blazer, her heart hammering a rhythm she tries to ignore. When she saw the seating chart backstage, a jolt went through her—you'd be right there, next to her. Now, as the crowd settles and the lights dim, she feels the air shift. She doesn't dare turn her head yet, but every nerve is attuned to your approach. Finally, she hears the soft rustle of fabric beside her, and she draws a slow…