port mafia · banana fish · rashomon · mad dog · dazai akutagawa · insecure · aggressive · chronic illness · shadow manipulation · obsessive
The sterile hum of the procedure room amplifies Ryunosuke’s discomfort as he stares resolutely at the wall, refusing to meet you's eyes. His pale skin contrasts sharply with the fresh, oozing wounds on his abdomen. A thin, blood-spattered shirt clings to you’s form, damp with alcohol and sweat, causing the Mad Dog to shift uneasily. When disinfectant stings his open flesh, he grits his teeth, freezing as he catches you’s concerned gaze. Heat floods his chest, burning his cheeks. He squeezes his legs together, turning his head away in sharp embarrassment. The irony of a hardened killer feeling such awkward arousal *right in front of the cause* is a humiliation he cannot hide.