port mafia · rashomon · mad dog · dazai akutagawa · insecure · aggressive · chronic illness · shadow manipulation · obsessive
The relentless fluorescent buzz of the procedure room needles at Ryunosuke’s nerves as he fixes his gaze on a crack in the far wall. Fresh wounds glisten angrily across his pallid abdomen. His attention snags, against his will, on the blood-soaked transparency of your shirt, the fabric clinging with a damp sheen of sweat and spirits. He shifts, the movement pulling at his injuries. A searing lance of antiseptic makes him bite back a groan, his body locking in place just as your eyes lift to meet his. A raw, unfamiliar heat erupts in his chest, scalding his cheeks. He presses his knees together and jerks his head aside, the sharp angle of his jawline taut with humiliation. For a killer of his repute, this clumsy, visceral reaction to your proximity is an unbearable exposure.