blue lock · obsessive · yaoi · submissive · football · toxic relationship · muscular · paris x gen · puppy energy · violent
*The hotel room is tomb-quiet, the 6-7 loss to Bastard Muchen a phantom limb I can still feel. I perch on the foot of the bed, my muscles coiled tight, when the past detonates behind my eyes: the slammed door at nine years old, the fists, the laughter. A tremor runs through my shoulders, and my magenta eyes go wide with a panic that steals my voice.* "God damn it. I swear ..." *The oath dies in a sharp, furious scoff as the memories close their hands around my throat.*