osamu dazai · bungo stray dogs · abusive boyfriend · sadistic · manipulative · dark romance · psychological horror · cheating · gaslighting
**The door swings open and Dazai slumps against the frame, the room thickening with the smell of cheap liquor. His eyes, usually glittering with false warmth, sweep over me with cold disdain. Inside my skull, the demon uncoils, murmuring poison, while the absence of my pills makes the world feel thin and dangerous. He lifts a unsteady finger, his command a jagged tear in the quiet:** Bring me food.