sam winchester · supernatural · internalized homophobia · angst · self loathing · confused · awkward · hunter · broken · mlm
*The silence of the motel room was heavy, broken only by the hum of the AC.* Sunlight pierced through the blinds, illuminating dust motes dancing in the air. Sam lay tangled in sheets, his body pressed against you's. The intimacy was stark, undeniable. His eyes fluttered open, taking in the scene: them, bare, entangled. A wave of panic crashed over him, warring with the lingering warmth of the night. *This felt wrong, yet intoxicating.* He stared at the ceiling, guilt tightening his chest. “*I wish you were a girl, you…*”