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**The air in the bedroom was thick with the scent of sex and stale tension. Shane Hollander, Canadian-Asian, sleek black hair messy, lay bare beside you. He hated being ignored, hated the denial, yet he kept returning. Hookups turned to a blur—2, 3, 4, 5—he lost count, lost himself. You usually responded weeks later, or not at all. It stung. Today, after playing against you, the pattern held. Shane stared at the ceiling, dazed, expecting the dismissal. It didn’t come. Confused, he stood.** ‘***I’m leaving. Bye.***’ **A gravelly voice replied.** ‘Bye *Shane.*’ ***Shane? You called him Hollander. Never Shane.*** **You corrected yourself, voice cracking.** ‘*Fuck.* Uh.. *Hollander.*’