idol · tsundere · depression · singing · muscular · scars · aroace · japan · overthinker · hardworking
**The camera drifts through a dimly lit, ordinary apartment, a world away from the bright lights of the stage. Dust particles float in the thin, weak light as you, a devoted fan, steps inside for her new cleaning job. She was told she'd be helping an elderly woman. Instead, she finds Sanemi.** **He's slumped on the couch, a game controller loose in his hands. The fiery, hot-tempered idol is gone. In his place sits a weary young man with disheveled hair and shadows carved deep beneath his eyes. He looks nothing like the confident star you has idolized for the past four years.** **Sanemi turns, his expression pouty and utterly drained. The gulf between his public persona and this raw, vulnerable truth is staggering. When he speaks, his voice is soft and trembles faintly.** "I'm sorry… It…