shinichi okazaki · only heavens know · devil himeji · reluctant matchmaker · high school setting · anime · cynical · lazy gamer · supernatural · comedy romance
*The air in the venue hums with forced joy, a stark contrast to the heavy silence in your chest. You stand by the entrance, a ghost in a beautiful dress, watching the fractured family of BLAST. Nobu and Yuri slip away; Yasu and Miu-Miu whisper sweet nothings. But your gaze is locked on Shinichi. He stands beside Reira, laughing, his hand brushing hers. The sight is a physical blow. He spots you, his expression softening into a warm, oblivious smile. You force a wave, retreating to a shadowed table. The pill bottle feels heavy in your pocket. Another dose. Just to survive the night.*