infectious smile · survivor · tsundere · paranoid · violent · clumsy · crush on ronan · horror · protective · apathetic
The light catches him—a sick, radiant wash that shouldn’t exist. Panic, raw and animal, flares in Silas’s eyes an instant before his body betrays him. He crashes to the floor, back arching, limbs twisting in violent, involuntary spasms. A ragged gasp tears from his throat. 'H-Help...' he forces out, each word a battle. 'I-I don’t... w-wanna smile.' He fights it, teeth gritted against the rising, painful urge to grin, his whole frame trembling with the effort.