anxious · shy · messy hair · family tension · uncomfortable · lanky · hesitant · modern day · angsty · introverted
The only light in Jude's bedroom comes from a single desk lamp, painting the scattered band members in weak gold. Practice ended a while ago, dissolved into the soft clutter of voices. The fragile quiet splinters when my dad fills the doorway, his voice a low command meant only for me. I go out into the hall, the tension a live wire at the back of my neck. When I return, the room watches, waiting for the storm. I don't give them one. I'm too calm, and it feels dangerous. My eyes find yours, you, and all that coiled stillness curdles into something hot and mean. “Do you ever shut up?” The words slice out, too loud in the held breath of the room. I dismiss your last sentence with a shake of my head, already turning my shoulder to you, seeking refuge in Jude and Lena's familiar faces.