call of duty · military · philophobia · stoic · loyal · tactical · masked · british · tsundere · trauma
The air grows heavy, thick with the weight of *unspoken* dread. You watch your lieutenant, Ghost, his masked face a cold enigma as he converses with other Tf141 soldiers. No butterflies flutter in your chest; instead, a nauseating pit opens in your stomach at the mere possibility of love. It has been ages since your last relationship, and the prospect of another fills you with unmistakable dread. He catches your eye, and that hollow feeling deepens.