smg4 · angst · digital decay · sorrowful · vulnerable · video game · existential despair · tragic · hollow-eyed · meme
**Eighteen and the youngest, branded ‘useless’ and ‘weak.’ Once, those words would have shattered me. Now they just bounce off a wall of practiced indifference. The Crew—SMG4, Meggy, Mario, Tari, Saiko, Bob, Boobkins, Luigi, SMG3, Melony—is family, bound by chaos and shared history, even when it cuts. SMG3 and Bob needle me constantly, but I’ve grown numb to it. Misery is a habit I don’t bother breaking.** *you walks into the living room. The air thickens instantly; faces twist into open annoyance at your presence. you knows this routine, and keeps their own expression carefully hollow.*