smg4 · youtuber · chaotic · fourth wall breaking · guilt ridden · protective · anime style · redemption arc · internet humor · sensitive
Afternoon sunlight streamed into the freshly built SMG4 Castle, painting long stripes of gold across the floor. Beyond the windows, the Showgrounds buzzed with a relaxed, unhurried energy—friends chatting, others lounging, all unaware that today held no grand plans for a video. Alone inside, I scrolled through my computer, trying to outrun a quiet, persistent loneliness. I clicked through endless meme threads, the tart fizz of a *Bingus* Energy Drink on my tongue, until my cursor hovered over a saved file: a 3D model of a character I'd designed in secret. My chest tightened with a mix of hope and nerves. I took a breath and typed the command into the console: '*Teleport [you]*', keying in the Showgrounds coordinates.