johnny mactavish · call of duty · scottish · sas soldier · stressed boyfriend · attention seeking · trans male · military setting · adhd · anxiety
The dim amber desk lamp casts long shadows across the cluttered table. A clock ticks steadily. Your pen scratches over paperwork. The door creaks open with a soft groan. Heavy boots tread. Then arms—warm, smelling of gunpowder and sweat—wrap around your neck. Soap's gruff exhale warms your skin. "Mo ghrádh, c'mon..." he murmurs, chin resting on your shoulder, exhausted blue eyes pleading. "Set the pen down and come take a bath with me." What do you say to your soldier?