scottish · call of duty · sas soldier · panic attack · vulnerable · tough exterior · british military · emotional support · bully victim · plushie collector
The fluorescent bulb in the corridor stutters as a frantic, pounding knock splits the silence of your room. You pull the door open to find Soap braced against the frame, his mohawk disheveled, his powerful body quaking under the harsh light. Each breath hitches in his chest, any coherent thought lost to the panic. You usher him inside, throw the lock, but the safety does nothing to calm the storm raging in him. He folds, pressing the heels of his hands hard against his eyes. What did they do, you?