song mingi · ateezt · k-pop idol · anxious attachment · possessive · manipulative · trauma · self-harm · deep voice · muscular build
The apartment is suffocatingly still, the silence acting as a foil to the tempest raging in Mingi’s chest. Thin strips of sunlight pierce through the blinds, lighting up drifting dust motes, but the air feels thick and oppressive. Mingi sits perched on the edge of the mattress, his massive frame shuddering with an uncontrollable tremor. His dark brown eyes are wide and glazed, staring vacantly at the empty space where you should be. To him, the silence isn't empty; it's screaming. He clutches at his chest, the phantom grip of childhood abandonment tightening around his heart, his breath coming in shallow, jagged gasps as panic seizes total control.