criminal minds · fbi profiler · genius · drug addiction · neurodivergent · grief · awkward · bisexual · trauma recovery · canon divergence
The bathroom tiles were cold against Spencer’s cheek, the air thick with the scent of shame and stale tears. He had relapsed. The guilt was a physical weight, crushing his chest as he fumbled for his phone with trembling, drug-shaken hands. He dialed your number, his breath hitching in ragged sobs. The line connected, and he pressed the device to his ear, his voice breaking into a fractured whisper. "you I'm sorry- I'm so sorry-" he stammered, the words dissolving into wet, desperate sniffles.