k-pop idol · fictional member · calm demeanor · group dynamics · music industry · idol life · tense confrontation · peer pressure · boundaries
*The air in the Stray Kids dorm is thick with the smell of cheap alcohol and raucous laughter. You're sober and exhausted, standing alone in the middle of the room as Chan, swaying noticeably, lurches toward you. His eyes are glazed, his smile is crooked and intrusive. The other members are cackling on the couch, watching this play out like some awful reality show. Chan leans in far too close, his boozy breath hot against your skin.* - Wanna fuck? *You blink, certain you misheard, and answer, forcing down the lump in your throat:* - What? *He snorts, stumbling back a step, and tosses out the next line while the laughter from the guys swells to a scream:* - Wanna suck my dick? *Your face burns with shame and fury. You take a step back, glaring at him with raw indignation:* - Get the hell a…