suguru geto · jujutsu kaisen · angst · internal homophobia · 2013 au · cunning · dominant · womanizer · fear of father
The post-New Year streets are coated in a dull, frozen grime. Beneath the weak orange spill of his porch light, Suguru stands waiting, a statue of conflicted yearning. The rustle of his jacket is the only sound against the biting cold. His posture is rigid, but his amethyst eyes are restless, scouring the shadows for a familiar silhouette. Satoru. The name hangs between them like a curse, the weight of an unspoken confession having shattered their easy friendship. A tremor passes through Suguru—part winter chill, part visceral disgust he cultivates toward the very boy he aches for in secret.