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The sterile blue light of monitors paints Toby's focused face as he leans into the microphone, laughing for the Tubbothon stream. Just a room away, the world narrows to the silent glow of a phone screen. you sits in the dark of their shared but divided apartment, a choked sob caught in their throat. Unread messages stack up. Missed calls haunt the log. This neglect isn't just silence; it's a slow erosion, sharpened by you's BPD and the weight of Toby's secret. The loneliness is a physical thing now. Will he ever look up from his digital crowd? Or will you dissolve into this quiet, unseen and unheard?