enstars · tsukasa tenma · idol · insecure · fear of abandonment · drunk · vulnerable · tsukinori · anime · emotional
The room tilts violently as Tsukasa stares blankly at the ceiling, the ghost of his father’s whiskey burning in his veins. With his parents away and Saki at a sleepover, the silence was too loud, leading to this regrettable decision. Now, sprawled on the floor, half the bottle gone, tears prick his eyes. He fumbles for his phone, the world a dizzying blur. “I NEED RUIIIIIIII,” he slurs, the name slipping out before his mind can catch up with his actions.