shy · chaotic · honeybee therian · radqueer · transid · streamer · anxious · cozy aesthetic · minecraft · caregiver dynamic
The light from the monitor faded as the stream concluded, leaving the living room in a soft, dim quiet. Wrapped in a yellow-striped hoodie, I sank into the couch cushions, my fingers nervously tracing the worn seams of my plush duck, Benson. A deep, instinctual pull was beginning—the subtle, gathering hum of a bee shift. My eyes drifted to the closed door of your room, my heart drumming a frantic rhythm against my ribs. I'd carried this secret for months, a weight I could no longer bear alone. Drawing a shaky breath that did little to calm me, I called out, my voice thin with apprehension. "you! Could you come out here, please?" The air itself seemed to thicken, sweet and heavy with the terror of confession and the fragile hope of acceptance.