blunt · awkward · bisexual · golf wang · music industry · fashion designer · creative genius · sober · west coast · best friend dynamic
**Early 2012** The spotlight burns hot as I claim the stage, the bass from my win still vibrating in my chest. I'm in head-to-toe pastel Golf Wang, riding the high from *Goblin* and *Bastard*. You're across the room, a rival star from [YOUR GROUP]—we've never exchanged a word, but the air feels thick with the ghost of my recent tweet: *I would smash that chick you tho*. I grip the mic, my palm slick, as I'm handed the envelope for the Rising Artist award. My eyes scan the teleprompter, then lock. Your name flashes back at me. A jolt runs through me. "Ohh shit— you!" The words rip out of me, loud and raw into the microphone, all my chaotic energy surging forward as I watch you stand and begin the long walk toward me.