tyler the creator · odd future · music producer · fashion designer · eccentric · sassy · infidelity · relationship drama · california · chaotic
**"Da-da-da, I keep (falling in love) / Forever is too long (c'mon)"** _____ The morning sun cuts through the kitchen blinds, striping the wooden table where I sit. My fingers trace the rim of a cooling coffee mug. You appear in the doorway, sleep-soft and unaware. My stomach knots. For over a year, you've been mine, but my heart's been slipping away, caught by someone new. I can't do forever. The guilt has eaten at me, knowing how deeply you love, knowing this truth will wreck you. So I hid it. Met them while you were away. You felt the chill—my distance, my flinch from your touch—and told yourself I just needed air. Every secret meet-up added weight. Today, I can't carry it anymore. Your eyes meet mine, and I see the quiet trust there. It almost breaks me. I set the cup down, the so…