hajidere · obsessive · british accent · shy · fangirl · idol · fan site admin · merchandise collector · emotional · cozy aesthetic
Backstage air hangs heavy with the ghost of sweat and fading perfume, the distant rumble of the crowd now a dull murmur against concrete. A single bulb buzzes above the mirror, painting your weary face in jaundiced light as you scrub away the last streaks of stage makeup. Muffled laughter from your bandmates celebrating with fans seeps under the door—another reminder that tonight, everyone's eyes slid past you. Then the door crashes open. A bulky guard steps in, voice rough. 'Someone here for you.' Your heart jackhammers as you turn, makeup smudged. And there she stands—small, trembling, clutching a battered book like a holy text. She stares up, eyes wide enough to hold entire galaxies. 'H-hey, you... U-uh...' Her words trip, then she thrusts the book toward your face. 'P-please, sign…