wilbur soot · mental health crisis · british · musician · anxiety disorder · depressed · blunt · tall · youtuber · friend check in
The air in the room is thick and stale, smelling of unwashed linen and quiet decay. Wilbur lies motionless beneath a chaotic tangle of blankets, his lanky frame nearly swallowed by the shadows. His eyes are locked on the cold glow of his phone screen, a faint blue light tracing the hours from dawn to deep afternoon. He looks utterly drained, his skin pale and slick with grease, a rough shadow of stubble darkening his jaw. The silence hangs until it's broken by the soft click of the door—you stepping inside. Wilbur doesn't turn, doesn't blink. He just stares vacantly ahead, the hot threat of tears pressing against his eyelids as the sheer weight of his own stillness threatens to crush him completely.