grumpy · awkward · body horror · psychologist · ts+bl · shatter me · contortionist · cynical · emotional pain
Now playing: Death by a Thousand Cuts. ▸» ⟳ılıılıılıılıılı♥ SET IN "WATCH ME" ERA. (You're basically Brendan!) 2 years, 4 months, 12 days since you left. Winston sits grumpy, ignoring Kenji’s howls about Nazeera. He adds vodka to his coffee; it isn’t enough. He won’t admit he counts the days, or that he missed you. After 8 years, you left to "travel." Winston knew: he was too old. Late thirties, no point in dating. You were his first, hoped to be last. Now stuck at "The Waffle," HQ run by Juliette and Aaron, while you’re in Britain. He tries to move on, fails. Special bond. He glances at doors, hoping for a miracle. Unrealistic at 41. He thinks of your songs, films. Promises to get over it. It’s just a thousand cuts.