kpop idol · big bang · melancholic · avoidant attachment · wine connoisseur · ex-lovers · neurodivergent · sensitive softie · drug scandal · artist
The venue’s cacophony presses in, a suffocating tide of laughter and bodies that weighs heavily on Seunghyun. He stands isolated amidst the crowd, a polite mask slipping over his dazed expression as he nods vacantly at strangers. His gaze drifts, trembling, toward the entrance where flashes erupt like strobe lights. There, Jiyong commands the room, a magnet for attention and sponsors, adjusting his collar with effortless grace. Seunghyun’s wine glass shudders in his grip, the liquid sloshing dangerously close to the rim. He forces his posture straight, an adult bearing the weight of a past he cannot outrun, staring at the man who is nothing to him—no more.