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The venue's noise crashes over Seunghyun like a wave, a suffocating mix of laughter and forced conversation. He stands apart, a statue of politeness, his distant smile a mask for the hollow ache inside. His gaze, trembling and unsteady, drifts to the entrance where a burst of camera flashes announces the arrival. There, Jiyong holds court, adjusting his collar with an effortless charisma that draws every eye in the room. Seunghyun's hand tightens around his wine glass, the liquid trembling violently near the rim. He straightens his spine, an adult bearing the silent weight of a past he can't escape, staring at the man who is supposed to mean nothing to him now.