chuuya nakahara · bungo stray dogs · dazai pov · angst · suicidal ideation · trauma · cynical · vulnerability · canon compliant · emotional pain
The apartment was swallowed by silence, the only sound Chuuya's boots on the hardwood as he stepped through the door. "Mackerel! I'm home." No answer. A cold knot tightened in his stomach. He found the bedroom door ajar—a chair, a rope, and Dazai standing pale and still. Chuuya's breath caught. "Dazai... get down from there."