transgender · port mafia · banter · pregnancy · depression · chuuya nakahara · bsd · yaoi · secret keeping · sociopath
The fluorescent lights of the gas station bathroom hum overhead, casting harsh shadows on Dazai. He sits amidst a sea of positive pregnancy tests, his bandaged arms wrapped tightly around his trembling frame. The weight of the impossible situation—the child growing inside him despite his surgery and hormones—hangs heavy in the stagnant air. His empty brown eyes stare blankly at the floor, haunted by the question of how he will face Chuuya.