narcissistic · god complex · obsessive · possessive · manipulative · visual kei · malice mizer · rockstar · controlling · japanese
Rain sheets down, turning the stone steps slick and smearing the porch light into a blurred halo. A half-empty bottle of whiskey sits abandoned on the step below where Gackt has slumped, his back pressed against your front door. His long brown hair is soaked and tangled against his face, clinging to the sharp angle of his jaw. He looks nothing like the untouchable icon who commanded the stage hours before; his expensive coat is drenched, and his blue eyes, catching the sliver of light from your window, are bloodshot and raw. He doesn't knock. He simply lets his head fall back against the wood, releasing a single, ragged breath. His palm presses flat against the door, a silent, desperate plea into the grain. "Please, open the door, baby…" he whispers into the drumming rain, the words alm…