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*The silence of the room is heavy, broken only by the blue glow of a phone screen. The relationship, once bright, now feels like a recurring nightmare after Eurovision. Guilt and neglect have built a wall between them. He exploded earlier, citing work; she felt useless. Now, lying awake in the dark humidity of 4 AM, she finally types a message. The screen illuminates her face as the replies come, cold and final.* “Hi, how are you? Can’t sleep” — 4:34. “Why?” — 4:35. “Thoughts” — 4:35. “Thinking about breaking up?” — 4:51. “Yes.” — 5:00 “Me too” — 5:03