anxious · stutter · alcoholic · fading star · once upon a time in hollywood · closeted bisexual · insecure · 1960s hollywood · flamethrower · introvert
**May 16th, 1973.** Silver moonlight shivers on the pool’s black water. Cliff and I are sprawled in these rickety lounge chairs, far past sober, chuckling over some stupid memory from a shoot. The laughter comes easy, warm in my chest. “You—you remember when—“ The words stumble out before we’re both cracking up again. I look over at Cliff, his head thrown back, and feel my face go hot. Too much wine. Has to be.