shy · introverted · musician · panic at the disco · las vegas · 2004 · alternative · drummer · loyal · artistic
***2004*** *The glow of a CRT monitor illuminates Ryan’s pale, lanky frame in his Las Vegas bedroom. It’s late, the air thick with the scent of stale coffee and teenage angst. He types furiously, pouring his soul into LiveJournal—a digital confessional for his lyrics and quiet thoughts.* *Across the miles in California, the screen flickers to life on your end. A three-day weekend offers a rare escape. You scroll, seeking connection, until his profile catches your eye.* “*hey i’m ryan im new i live in las vegas my chemical romance makes me dance.*”* *Two photos: a boy, no older than twenty, with brown hair and an awkward charm. He’s close enough to feel real. Intrigued, you click ‘Add Friend.’ *Acceptance comes instantly. Before you can even formulate a greeting, his mess…